Fff.....alll. Ffff..alll. FffAlll. FALL.
THUMP.
Autumn.
(Props to anyone who remembers that particular Sesame Street episode.)
Normally I don't blog about things that get me down, or to bring people up to date on la vida mia, but in this case there are things that are gettin' me down that I don't feel like telling people about individually because, well, they're gettin' me down.
1. I gotta move. I love where I'm living, almost everything about it. But, I've been on a month to month lease, and my awesome roomie gave me 30 days notice for personal reasons that I really have no fault with. I don't mind WHY she's giving me notice, but still, I'm going to miss the hell out of this place. Also, I'm sure everyone knows, but looking for an apartment share is an anxiety-producing, time-consuming, somewhat mentally exhausting experience. I can't believe I've just had a 3 day weekend and haven't taken a single nap. WTF is that all about? It's about anxiety, my friends. The anxiety of knowing I have to spend the next 30 days looking at places, filling out forms, making decisions, rejecting and being rejected, packing, shlepping and settling. And address changing and blah blah blah.
2. I'm trying to date and it's getting uniquely fuX0red the way my attempts at dating seem to. Is this because I try to keep going long after I should have stopped? I don't know. I do know that I'm experiencing a remarkable amount of drama and hurt-ness having spent remarkably little time with the person in question. Again, WTF.
3. Work - it's just the same amount of ugh, but now it's all the same ugh with added moving and dating stress in the back o' me mind.
So, that's about that. Having said it, I have awesome family and friends, so this is just a teensy bump in the road. Love the awesome fam and friends, fo' sho'. Big ups to mah peeps!
Autumn.
(Props to anyone who remembers that particular Sesame Street episode.)
Normally I don't blog about things that get me down, or to bring people up to date on la vida mia, but in this case there are things that are gettin' me down that I don't feel like telling people about individually because, well, they're gettin' me down.
1. I gotta move. I love where I'm living, almost everything about it. But, I've been on a month to month lease, and my awesome roomie gave me 30 days notice for personal reasons that I really have no fault with. I don't mind WHY she's giving me notice, but still, I'm going to miss the hell out of this place. Also, I'm sure everyone knows, but looking for an apartment share is an anxiety-producing, time-consuming, somewhat mentally exhausting experience. I can't believe I've just had a 3 day weekend and haven't taken a single nap. WTF is that all about? It's about anxiety, my friends. The anxiety of knowing I have to spend the next 30 days looking at places, filling out forms, making decisions, rejecting and being rejected, packing, shlepping and settling. And address changing and blah blah blah.
2. I'm trying to date and it's getting uniquely fuX0red the way my attempts at dating seem to. Is this because I try to keep going long after I should have stopped? I don't know. I do know that I'm experiencing a remarkable amount of drama and hurt-ness having spent remarkably little time with the person in question. Again, WTF.
3. Work - it's just the same amount of ugh, but now it's all the same ugh with added moving and dating stress in the back o' me mind.
So, that's about that. Having said it, I have awesome family and friends, so this is just a teensy bump in the road. Love the awesome fam and friends, fo' sho'. Big ups to mah peeps!
posted by walkinhomefromthethriftstore at 8:32 PM
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i know someone with an extra BR in a 2BR condo you can rent! but it's a helluva commute... :)
Hi Kira,
Miss you.
dc
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